Having appointed as a chief of my internship group is surely not easy at the first time. I'm not a person who can do quick deciding very well, never been a chief before. Too much consideration ran in my head makes it so difficult for me to say yes or no! So, instead thinking it thoroughly, I rather "give" the consideration, the thinking process to my members, in the name of "accommodating general wills". It's not good, it's not health i know. You cant make peace forever when you're a leader, but enemy's everywhere and you're supposed to be the one who think ahead!
This is small role for other, but this is big for me. At least it makes me see things I didn't see before. It teaches me to face my biggest problem, to face everything and not to run. :)
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